really long time......

I'm doing great I miss all my friends cause they never call. I can do stuff I just become a kangaroo with my baby in it's pouch. I've been told by some people that i'm no fun to be around now that I have a baby. Oh Well fuck it. My family comes top and foremost I love to get out and have a good time. Oh and Elizabeth i'm really sorry about Dan shitting all over you .....We'll think something up. Can't wait till Saturday!!!We'll get our groove on!!!! LOL

Hey,

I'm still pregnant.....very tired of it but it will end soon enough I suppose, then I will miss it because he has to be less trouble riding around on my bladder than out. LOL!!! I feel very secluded I am still on bedrest it made my blood pressure go down and i'm going nuts....my sinuses are driving me crazy. And Daniel is really getting on my nerves he's all depressed saying that his life is over and this is it. I'm sorry I have and still give him the option of leaving i'm just as much in this situation as he is. I do not want him to be unhappy, I love him I don't want to be alone but i'm not gonna drive myself crazy when I have a child to take care of over him. KWIM? I just feel very alone and frusterated and it really seems like no one gives a damn because no one ever calls and the only time anyone shows up I have to call them first. I need to go back to bed . Shit just shit.......

me and my sister in law and my belly.

I have so many stretch marks

Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here


What have I become
My ssweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

I feel like this song today. Not much else to say.

I'll pass it around....Please fill it out...Pretty pretty please with a cherry or something on top or whatever floats your goat......

1.Who are you and what's our relationship?

2. How and where did we meet?

3. How long have you known me?

4. Tell me one good thing about myself.

5. When you first saw me, what was your first impression?

6. Colour of my eyes.

7. Have you ever had a crush on me?

8. What's one of my favourite things to do?

9. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?

10. Describe me in 3 words.

11. Do you think I'm good looking?

12. How would you describe me to someone?

13. Would you ever date me?

14. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did. (I know there MUST be SOMEthing!)

15. What do you like most about me?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. What do you think my weakness is?

18. Do you think I'll get married?

19. What makes me happy?

20. What reminds you of me?

21. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

22. When's the last time you saw me?

23. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?

24. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

25. Are you gonna put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?

26. What song (if any) reminds you of me?

27. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be and why?(and DON'T say nothing)

28. Would you make a move on me?

29. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?